I don’t have time to explain these alters but Isabel, Katie, Frankie, Eva, and Jessa are my good alters, Christian is my LGBT alter (best way I can explain him), Mitch is my depressing, suicidal alter, Jonas and “Control” are my meaner alters.
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I have 9 personalities, Isabel, Christian, Mitch, Jonas, Frankie, Katie, Eva, Jessa, and “Control”. What it is is that I have separate functioning personalities that I switch to from time to time. The other disorder is called Dissociative Identity Disorder, or Multiple Personality Disorder. The first disorder is Social Anxiety Disorder, which is where I have a fear of talking or being around people because I’m afraid of being judged or abused by people who don’t 100% know me. One of them is a, I guess you can say, “mental, identity disorder”. The reason why I said 8th grade was a “Meh…” year was because it wasn’t too exciting and it….well, I can’t really explain it any other way except for “Meh…”īut, during 8th grade, I began cutting my arm and developed two mental disorders. 7th grade was an okay year and 8th grade was a “Meh…” year. I just haven’t really decided on what I would do but I hope that I can make the right decision that I’m happy with. But, recently, I have thought about becoming transgender again.
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I still live full time as a girl but I have now been identified as Gender Queer, which means I can go either gender. At times, I felt violated because of this request by her but now, I am happy with my decision that I didn’t do this and eventually, went back to being straight.Īs for being transgender, that really hasn’t faded away yet. We argued about it until one day that I just had enough and broke up with her. The only thing that bothered me was her asking for me to film myself doing a sexual activity. Me and “Brittany” began dating and doing the typical relationship stuff. I began a relationship with a girl that we shall call “Brittany”. One of the things is that I became transgender and bi-sexual.Īnd if some of you don’t know what transgender or bi-sexual means, transgender is being and living the lifestyle of the opposite gender of what you were assigned at birth and bisexual is having a sexual attraction for both sexes. From then, a lot of things started to happen. I had lost my only friend because of me telling him I wanted to commit suicide, my relationship with my mom grew worse, and I barely passed all my classes. If I hadn’t found Mark on YouTube that day, I would’ve hung myself at the age of 12.īy the end of 6th grade, the pain was still there but it seemed a lot worse. At first, I couldn’t even watch it because I was getting so scared by the Slenderman jumpscares but by the third time I watched it, I couldn’t stop laughing. My first video I found of him was “Slender Reaction Compilation”. As I went home from school on the day that I was going to commit suicide, I found Mark. I tried that but it seemed like it was only making it worse for me. His solution to my suicidal thoughts was that I needed counseling. So, I told my friend who I had at the time that I was planning to commit suicide and, eventually, it got to the principal. I fell into a deep depression shortly afterwards and I finally decided that enough was enough. I had hardly no friends except for one close friend at the time, I was barely passing 6th grade, I had a very bad relationship with my mom, and everything just started getting out of control. I was 12 and in 6th grade at the time and I really wasn’t very happy with where I was.
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I guess you can say that my story begins in February or March of 2013. I’m 14, I live in the United States (Oklahoma to be exact), I am a freshman in High School, I am in my high school’s marching band where I play the trombone, and I’m a proud Markiplite. Hi, my name is Amber, and I’m the creator of this blog.